DIGGER SMITH by C.J. Dennis

XIII. A SQUARE DEAL

"Dreamin'?" I sez to Digger Smith.
   "Buck up, ole sport, an' smile.
Ain't there enough uv joy to-day
To drive the bogey man away
   An' make reel things worth while?
A bloke would think, to see you stare,
There's visions on the 'ill-tops there."

"Dreamin'," sez Digger Smith. "Why not?
   An' there is visions too.
An' when I get 'em sorted out,
An' strafe that little bogey, Doubt,
   I'll start me life all new.
Oh, I ain't crook; but packed in 'ere
Is thoughts enough to last a year.

"I'm thinkin' things," sez Digger Smith.
   "I'm thinkin' big an' fine
Uv Life an' Love an' all the rest,
An' wot is right an' wot is best,
   An' 'ow much will be mine.
Not that I'm wantin' overmuch:
Some work, some play, an' food an' such."

"See 'ere," I sez. "You 'ark to me.
   I've done some thinkin' too.
An' this 'ere land, for wot yeh did,
Owes some few million solid quid
   To fightin' blokes like you.
So don't be too damn modest or
Yeh'll get less than yeh're lookin' for."

"Money?" sez Digger. "Loot?" sez 'e.
   "Aw, give that talk a rest!
I'm sick uv it. I didn't say
That I was thinkin' all uv pay
   But wot was right an' best.
An' that ain't in the crazy game
Uv grabbin' wealth an' chasin' fame.

"Do you think us blokes Over There,
   When things was goin' strong,
Was keepin' ledgers day be day
An' reck'nin' wot the crowd would pay?
   Pull off! Yeh got it wrong.
Do you think all the boys gone West
Wants great swank 'eadstones on their chest?

"You coots at 'ome 'as small ideer
   Uv wot we think an' feel.
We done our bit an' seen it thro',
An' all that we are askin' you
   Is jist a fair, square deal.
We want this land we battled for
To settle up -- an' somethin' more.

"We want the land we battled for
   To be a land worth while.
We're sick uv greed, an' 'ate, an' strife,
An' all the mess that's made uv life."...
   'E stopped a bit to smile.
"I got these thoughts Out There becos
We learned wot mateship reely was."

   .   .   .   .   .   .

The 'ills be'ind the orchard trees
   Was showin' misty blue.
The ev'nin' light was growin' dim;
An' down I sat 'longside uv 'im,
   An' done some dreamin' too.
I dreams uv war; an' wot is paid
By blokes that went an' blokes that stayed.

I dreams uv honour an' reward,
   An' 'ow to pay a debt.
For partin' cash, an' buyin' farms,
An' fitting chaps with legs an' arms
   Ain't all -- there's somethin' yet.
There's still a solid balance due;
An' now it's up to me an' you.

There's men I know ain't yet woke up,
   Or reckernized that debt --
Proud men 'oo wouldn't take yeh down
Or owe their grocer 'arf-a-crown-
   They ain't considered, yet,
There's somethin' owin' -- to the dead,
An' Diggers live for more than bread.

The 'ills be'ind the orchard trees
   Jist caught the settin' sun.
A bloke might easy think that there,
'Way back be'ind the range somewhere,
   Where streaks uv sunlight run,
There was a land, swep' clear uv doubt,
Where men finds wot they dreams about.

   .   .   .   .   .   .   .

"Beauty," sez Digger, sudden-like,
   "An' love, an' kindliness;
The chance to live a clean, straight life,
A dinkum deal for kids an' wife:
   A man needs nothin' less...
Maybe they'll get it when I go
To push up daisies. I dunno."

"Dreamin'," sez Digger Smith. "Why not?
   There's visions on the hill."...
Then I gets up an' steals away,
An' leaves 'im with the dyin' day,
   Dreamin' an' doubtin' still...
Cobber, it's up to me an' you
To see that 'arf 'is dream comes true.

Copyright © Perry Middlemiss 2002-06